Michael Jackson said, “No one knows the truth. No one know who I truly am.”
Many rumors swell around Michael Jackson. Some sought to show he was a freak, others portrayed him as a normal, hurting, misunderstood man. The press exploited him, people worshiped him. But maybe Michael Jackson is simply an extreme case of the effects of a “fatherless” childhood. Of course there is no way to prove this, but the signs seem to point in that direction.
In fact, Michael Jackson did have a father. Al Jackson. But from what MJ (Michael Jackson) said, he was absent, he was pushy, and he caused him to miss his childhood. This is frightening truth. A father who is there can be as destructive as an absent father. One of the most telling things MJ said was this.
“I come before you not as an icon of pop,” he said, “but as a representative of a generation that no longer knows what it is to be children. What I really wanted was a dad. I wanted a father who showed me love, and my father never did that. He seemed intent on making us a commercial success. But what I really wanted was a dad.”
HT: Zach Nielsen
This makes Neverland make sense. This makes the covering up of his children make sense. This makes Peter Pan make sense. Martin Bashir in an interview asked MJ why he identified with Peter Pan. MJ responded by saying:
Peter Pan represents something special in my heart: youth, childhood, never growing up, flying, magic. Everything that children dream about. To me I have never grown out of that. I am Peter Pan. Adults have let me down.
Michael Jackson said if you want to understand him, all you had to do was listen to his Childhood lyrics. Here they are.
Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for the world that I come from
‘Cause I’ve been looking around
In the lost and found of my heart…
No one understands me
They view it as such strange eccentricities…
‘Cause I keep kidding around
Like a child, but pardon me…
People say I’m not okay
‘Cause I love such elementary things…
It’s been my fate to compensate,
for the ChildhoodI’ve never known…
Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like pirates and adventurous dreams,
Of conquest and kings on the throne…
Before you judge me, try hard to love me,
Look within your heart then ask,
Have you seen my Childhood?
People say I’m strange that way
‘Cause I love such elementary things,
It’s been my fate to compensate,
For the Childhood I’ve never known…
Have you seen my Childhood?
I’m searching for that wonder in my youth
Like fantastical stories to share
The dreams I would dare, watch me fly…
Before you judge me, try hard to love me.
The painful youth I’ve had
Have you seen my Childhood….
Chapter Two is called
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